Saturday, April 17, 2010

Worthy is the Lamb - Hillsong

thank you for the Cross Lord
thank you for the nail pierced hand
bearing of my sin and shame
in Love You came
and gave amazing Grace

thank you for this Love Lord
thank you for the price You paid
washing me in Your cleansing flow
now all i know
Your forgiveness and embrace

worthy is the Lamb
sitted on the Throne
crown You now with many Crowns
You reign victorious

high and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
darling of heaven crucified
worthy is the Lamb
worthy is the Lamb

我,还在

曾经是多么想抓着时间,就停留在那一刻
就哪儿也不去
但,该结束的,还是得结束不是?
为了你的幸福,你的快乐,
是我定下这个约定的,是应该习惯了
祝你幸福,要幸福
我,还在

如果

如果,我们现在还在一起会是怎样呢?

我们是不是还是深爱着对方?

想开始时那样,握着手,就算天快亮。。

Saturday, April 10, 2010

挺好的

挺好的,
原来自己挺好的

决定也只是在那杀那间
左还是右,
右,是你未来的幸福
左,是你现在的幸福
右,已经看见未来
左,却是蒙蒙的雾
右,总会是最好的
左,却有些代价
别犹豫了,幸福,是个人的,
只要一个人觉得幸福了,他,就幸福了

原来自己挺好的,
上帝,还没不看我
想到你被鞭打的情景,心好痛,
我会尽力的,把我所有的,都给你,
让你在我这里,也能够有些面子,哈哈哈哈

挺好的

当我没再看你的时候,并不代表,
不爱你了,感觉还在,
只是,不会再想要得到什么,

反正现在,也挺好的




虽然,我们不一定是第一名,但,我们的终点,永远都和第一名一样 · 曾志龙

Saturday, March 27, 2010

my heart · for You

what is the feeling right now,just feeling weird,inside..
asking myself do i still love u?..answer is yes...
so what?...=)

yesterday the school had a meeting,for all Christians,perhaps,i can say that,not all are Christians,xD,just suddenly happened to be Christians,well that's not the main point,the point is,
i found myself again,i found what is called home,used to be called. 'men..i have been away from Home for so long but yet i thought i have been being Home already'.ya,that's the fact...haha...
the worship is just simple,but without drum,and the first time i found myself looking others taking my place as a bassist,xD

who i actually am?
a son of God? or a brother among Christians?
answer is,both..
looking into myself,yes,i have a great talent,i can play with at least four musical instrument,haha,i can draw well,doing everything well,but i know,this is not because my brain is bigger than others,it's because, it's all a Gift...without You, we are nothing,it's You who put all of this into me...

why are You so kind to me? i'm not deserve for anything You had gave me,not even the breath i'm having now,but,i had it didn't i?,,,do You know that You gave me everything i'm having now and yet i gave You nothing but hurt in return?

i'm sorry okay? i'm really sorry for everything i had brought to You,it's all a mess...

i have a destiny,and i know it's all about You,if i would love someone with everything of me,why not i do the same to You,didn't You deserve everything of me? it doesn't mean that she is not deserve,it's just that....You deserve more than everything i'm giving to You now...

You are the One who suffer so much for me,who gave me my everything,who keep telling me that You are here with me,who keep telling me that 'it's okay' when i goes wrong,who still have faith in me,who still willing to believe in me,who still waiting there at the front door,longing to see me Home,who would hug and kiss me when i come home with everything mess up,who still willing to love me even when i hurt You so much,You....it's all about You....You are the reason i live,the reason why i'm still living right now,in front of this small laptop...

my life is already a mess,and i'm gonna fix it,with You,every step i take,i'm gonna follow the order You gave,because You know what was needed for me...You know everything for me, and You are everything to me...

with all my life,i would honor You,with a Holy life,a Christian life,a life as Your very son...=)

and You will have the honor to.....have everything of me...xD
( perhaps this is not an honor but a shame)


this is it...my heart · for You

Sunday, March 21, 2010

MJ

this is it,a concert of the king of pop,a concert that would have never have a chance to have,though i have never finish watching it,but,i can imagine,the wonders of it,its awesomeness,the last and ever showdown of the king...the final showdown of a legend....

Michael Jackson,the King of Pop,the legend that last forever...

xD

成熟与幼稚的定义是什么?
明白与混乱的定义又是什么?
瞬间失去了平衡点
感觉,快找到了,但,又好像摸也摸不着
你离去的那一天到现在,已经是第七个月了
一个人的我,经过了多少,错过了多少啊
目前,我只明白,三个字
This is it...
this is who i am
no matter what the hell is blocking my way,
m gonna kick its ass...xD